A song that everybody need but dreads to hear

Outcast is all i get,
cause' of some things that i don't want to forget,
Can all this be changed?
In every four part song

People die cause of starvation,
People die of gluttony,
People would do anything,
Just to stop the four part song,

Blood drops is all i see,
Sorrows brought me to my knees,
No one is here for me,
Except for this four part song

I laid at my death bed,
My head filled with regret,
Why didn't i do a good deed,
As God did it for me
He put a song in my heart,
A four part song he put,
To lead more people to him

The wounds are getting less painfull

I had a nice chat with my teacher today and i just found out that i am not alone in this journey.When i opened my heart to see i just realized that i had so many people that cared about me and didn't see me as just another friend.I got 1 person to thank for this,thanks.This is all for now,I know this post is kind of short but yea...thanks guys for being here....<3

Fitting In[2]

It's getting better i think.I still miss them like crap though but yea....its getting better.Thanks to jun kit which made me see a lot of things that i didn't see,i think my life in PTS is going to be kind of interesting.I am not going for camp edi,so yea,i got to start somewhere.I didn't even notice it,I was talking and suddenly he whispered in my ear,wat are you talking abt when you said you don't fit in,you fit in just fine!This post is thanking him...you opened up,not my eyes but my heart....<3

The New Old

I meet new friends from my old school and yet it still feels different.Its not like now where i feel like i am not one of them,its like when i meet them i am accepting them into the family.The family which i hold so dear to my heart.But now i feel like they just treat me as ANOTHER friend,not REALLY caring about me and i just miss that.That's all today i guess,If i was given the choice,I would wanna go back.....I MISS YOU GUYS....