The Hurt,The fun,The SHIT..i just love it all

I was going fine untill....untill i saw the photos again.I just imagined myself there,wouldn't it be better if i was there?I cant concentrate in class anymore nowadays.Everybody seems to go along fine except for me,what is that suppose to mean?U want to know wat i saw?It is my passion,my life,the thing that we all love...FOOTBALL<3.....yes.I was looking at my old school football teams picture and the person missing from there was me.....why did i leave?Why am i such a fool?When i play with them i feel like we could beat any team in the world,i feel free,i feel connected.Can i ever get that here?10 years of friendship,we dont even need to plan,we just need to look at eachother and we already know wat we want....not just in football...in everything....can i get friends like that here?