Sports Day

Life if going well.Very good i say but there's something that i am very depressed about.It's my ex-school sports day!!!!!!!!!!!!!I can't get it out of my head.I just miss the times where my friends and I ran side by side not caring about the shirt colour we are in.We just ran because we love to.Friends at the side who were not running was cheering us on.I miss those times.NO.I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO GET IT AGAIN.They mean everything to me.Without them,i guess i won't be who i am today.They molded me from being a person hating life to a person that loves it and not wasting a single second cause,life is short.....unfortunately i can't be part of it this year.I guess people sometimes have to let go even though it hurts.....I had sleepless nights cause i just can't stop thinking about you all....that's how much you all mean to me.....You all will never be replaced always having a space in my heart but at the same time i need to find new friends cause i think i will just stop functioning without them....so here it goes.....GOOD LUCK TO THOSE THAT ARE RUNNING TOMORROW!!!!!!!!